Fieldnotes of a Wandering Body: a kidult

Filmmaker: Chang Liu (Leo)

Dancer: Chang Liu (Leo)

Music: I Am Still Young, I Am Still Young by Laowang Band

Produced in 2018  

Shooting Location: Bergianska Trädegården, Stockholm, Sweden             

Concept: 

Amidst sun-drenched fields and warped bales of hay, a kidult unfolds as a meditative improvisation—an intimate solo dance that lingers between the contradictions of youth and age, play and contemplation, arrival and departure. Shot during a solo journey through Sweden, the film captures the artist’s body in dialogue with nature, moving with and against the winds of uncertainty, time, and transformation.  

Set to the hauntingly nostalgic tune by Laowang Band, this Screendance becomes both diary and daydream—a fleeting moment of self-encounter beneath the open sky. It is part of Fieldnotes of a Wandering Body, a three-part improvisational Screendance series (including a kidult, COHERENCE, Red-Blind) that reflects on personal transition, diasporic solitude, and the quiet courage of not knowing where to go next.